IPPT

just realise i have to take my IPPT test by next friday 10th March 2006...
available dates to take test are on March 2nd, 4th, 7th,8th and 9th.
2nd and 4th are out of the question.. i booked my test on 7th, and if fail, book again on 9th..
if still fail, thats it man.. 4 RT session before i can take the test again..
since my first offical IPPT test in BMT, i have never failed IPPT before. hopefully that will remain.. but i seriously doubt so.. as usual, the killer stations are chinup and 2.4km run.
going downstairs now to do chinups and some jogging.. haiz...

(back from jogging...)
ran 1.5km..
walk 1.5km...
do 4 chinups max..
feel like puking..
legs wobbly....
water taste like honey...
vision blur...
head giddy...
ears blocked...
heart beat in my throat...
....

im so gonna fail...

Valentine's Day 2006

had the BEST valentine's day of my life thus far.. although i did all the planning :D

i always think couples should celebrate valentine's day..
no matter how much you dislike it, or think its totally unnecessary, or a total waste of money.
it is a day to express your love.
when i was younger,(and had little money), valentines is all about the thought that counts..
so ideas were very much restricted by budget..
but this year is different.. i got a pretty good job, got myself a pretty girlfriend, so decided to spend more for this valentine's.. :D

i waited for her at 6:15pm at her office..
she appeared with slightly curled hair, white spag top, with the dress i bought for her for Christmas..
she looks amazing.. :~



im only dressed in jeans, with a short sleeve shirt... damn i look like shit.
oh and she was holding a big bunch of flowers,.. purple tulips.. nope. not from me :]
felt abit low when i saw the flowers...

when she sees me, i walked to her and gave her 1 red rose..
she seems overwhelmed! and kept saying its so cute and lovely.. :D
well, from there, we proceed back to my place.. to get my car :P (pls read aug entries for the reason)
i changed into my AUD$190 shirt while i was at home too.. looks more matching now.. teeheehee :D




we then make our way to 'My secret garden'. A small restaurant behind NAFA..
we had a set meal to share, and a separate order of a main dish.
she had her favorite dish, Escargot.. im not really a fan of snails, but they taste alright :D
the drinks, appetizer, desert, were all average.. nice, but not the best i've had...
but,... the main course we had were fantastic... :D
she had this baked lamblion, and i had baked salmon. it was simply delicious..





we had a short stroll after that, then we proceed to the hotel..
made her wait outside for about 1 min while i set it up though.. hehe..
candle lit room with roomful of helium filled balloons..
rose petals filled bathtub and a little on the bed..
with david tao singing his "I love you" song..
champagne bottle in the mini fridge..
we danced..





the night was great and the plan went smoothly with no hiccups.. :)
Our bond just grew stronger and love is deeper than before..
she wrote a nice friendster testimonial for me the next day :D
do go and read if you have the time~!

Love Updates

havent been blogging for awhile.. so heres an update :)

CNY just passed.. had a few few gambling sessions at various places.. so far, total earnings is still at NEGATIVE.
but, its all about the CNY spirit and gathering that matters most, not so much about losing money..
kind of numb to it as i had been losing money every year though.

had a reunion dinner with my mom, bro and *Chrys* :) at centrepoint. We ate at a Korean restaurant at 4th floor.
its a korean bbq style set meal. food is not too bad.. kinda like it.. will definitely visit again...
was conned by my mom.. :P initially, she said she would foot the bill.. but sadly, the place dont accept NETS, and i have to pay it with my credit card :P she claims that she will pay me back, but how to open mouth to take you tell me.. :P
oh and i bought a freaking 1000 bucks washing machine for the family.. :P previous one lasted for 16 years..
as usual, mom claims will pay me back.. but haiz... how to take?



well, thats abt it for CNY...



About a week ago, i was still trying to find my own definition for LOVE.
i asked around and some of the answers that people give me are as below:

- you can visualise living with the person till old age in future.
- it hurts just not to be around them.
- when even the small things u do it feels insufficient without her
- when u eat, shit and sleep also u think of that person
- a lot of trust, commitment, joint bank account
- when you would do anything to bring a smile to her face

well, I do know the feelings i have now for chrystal is love.. but when i try to pen it, nothing comes out..
then just like that, i realise, love needs no definition.. it comes naturally and you will know it yourself..

My love.. Chrystal :)


some couple pictures :)